Confusion

I wish I was a guy?
Maybe?
I sure as hell hate being a girl.
Maybe it's just a phase.
I hate the assumptions that come with being a girl.
PMSing? Pink? And whats with all the freaking shoes?!
I guess there's the same thing for guys.
But presumably they're things that I'd rather be.

I'm thinking of starting a double degree next year.
Higher work load, but two degrees at the end.
That'd always be an advantage for getting a job in the long run.
Should I really be thinking about the long term right now?
Or should I be thinking of how to get through this year?

-AJJ