I feel so extraordinary

Somethings got a hold on me. I get this feeling I'm in motion. A sudden sense of liberty.
-True Faith (New Order)

I don't know why. I just feel so elated.
In all reality I shouldn't be.
I have so much work to do, and I'm quite, quite behind.
And yet.
It's just feel right to feel so happy.
And to be honest feeling happy is unusual for me.
I've been the moody, self depreciating teenager for a long time.
I can't change.
I haven't changed.
I'm sure I haven't. Have I?
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I'm starting this blog to be sure that I'm not losing my mind.
And I know that that sounds rather odd.
But there are just time where I have no idea what I've been thinking.
So here we go.
It's the start.