And so it is, I can't wait to get over this...

So it happens ever three or four months.
Nothing I can do can stop me from feeling this way.
I can't bring myself do anything other than stare at my ceiling.
And something hurts.
I don't know why.
I'm definately not stressed, I am still on holiday after all.
Something hurts inside and I don't know whats causing it.
And everything just physically hurts.
My knees and ankle from football injuries.
My head. The constant pounding in my brain that won't let up and won't let me sleep for more that a few hours at a time.
And everytime I try to breathe, my cheast hurts like I'm being held underwater by an unseeable force.
It just hurts.
And I can do absolutely nothing about it.

Wr-wr-wr-writing

So, I haven't writen anything on this for a while.
I've been busy.
Well, not really. I am on holiday after all.
Doing absolutely nothing.

England got knocked out of the world cup.
That was a bit depressing and I have nothing in particular to say about it.
Spain is still in it though which is something I suppose.

I've started writing again.
I've got four ideas for stories and I've planned them out and everything.
But for some reason I just can't put pen to paper and write it out in full.
It's getting frustrating just staring at my screen for hours only to end up having writen about two hundred words.
Hopefully I will have something to post in the next couple of weeks.
I just don't like posting chapters and not being able to change them because they don't work in later chapters.
That is why I usually just write short stories.
I suppose I should finish the whole story before I start posting it then.
Yes, maybe I'll do that.

I've gotten addicted to The Sims again.
I have two guys in my current household and ones lifetime ambition is to be an astronaut which is awesome.
I usually just make the people and then quit the game.
But still, I think I'll keep playing this one.

-Sam